Cultivating Attention Part 2

Why Cultivating Attention is so Important

By: Deborah Brenna

As we prepare for our second Scholé Sister’s meeting, I want to dive a little deeper into some of the ideas I touched on last time, namely the benefits that cultivating attention has in our lives. While attention can have benefits in many areas of our lives, there are four main areas I would like to touch on: meaning, rest, intimacy, and self-knowledge.

Cultivating attention cultivates a sense of meaning in our everyday lives. The first way it does this is by helping us to create memory. When we notice, we are more likely to remember. If we are paying attention, we are likely creating memories. So our life is not just blowing by in a blur, but it is being recorded on our brains.

Next, attention helps us to slow things down a bit, and provides an opportunity to adjust our attitudes, increase our sense of gratitude, and become more content. When we rush and get wrapped up in the millions of tasks before us, we forget to be thankful for the meals eaten on the dished we are washing, or the little hands and feet that played in the sand we are sweeping off our floors. In the rush, those tasks become meaningless, mundane and not worth remembering. But pay a little attention, adjust the attitude, and they become the beautiful work of keeping a home where love abides.

To further this sense of meaning, when we focus on a task, no matter how menial, we can develop a relationship with it. I love to sweep. I love the way the broom feels in my hands. I love the sound of the bristles on the floor. I love the feeling of accomplishment I get when I make a big pile of dirt, and then throw it away. It was my father who taught me how to sweep, running the bristles of the broom in a rhythmic pattern over every tile, making sure not to miss a section, getting into every nook, and cranny underneath our kitchen cabinets. It took a lot of attention to get it just right, to get that, “good job,” from him. I still think of him every time I sweep. When I’m paying attention, I feel connected to him, and content in my job well done.

What chore do you enjoy? Why? How can paying attention help you create meaning in your every-day activities? You may not be able to pay attention all the time, but what tasks could you pay more attention to?

It’s not hard to see how cultivating attention cultivates intimacy. We all know how important it is to pay attention to those around us. One of my biggest pet peeves is talking to someone who is willfully distracted. When I’m trying to have a meaningful conversation, or say something that weighs heavily on my heart, and the person I’m talking to picks up their phone to scroll through Facebook, it crushes me. I feel cast off, isolated, and very lonely. Intimacy, and trust are broken in those moments. So yes, we all need to work on paying attention to the person talking to us.

There’s something more to this idea of attention creating intimacy though. It’s about more than just stopping what we are doing to look at the person talking to us. It’s about more than listening to their words. To create true intimacy, we must consider the person when they are not in front of us. We must devote conscious thought to our relationship with them, how our interactions go, and to their needs. We need time for reflection. And that seems to be time that gets lost in our every-day hustle and bustle.

Think about it, when was the last time one of your friends told you they were struggling with a problem? You may have stopped to listen to them in that moment, and offered comfort, but did you follow it through? Did you consider them later, wondering how they might be doing? Did you call them, and ask? Did you continue to offer support? When was the last time someone called you to check up on you when they knew you were having a hard time? Did you feel grateful for that person, in that moment? Did you feel more connected?

In the same way that cultivating attention can cultivate intimacy, cultivating attention cultivates self-knowledge. How often do you take the time to think about yourself, and where you’re at? Did you get angry at your children today and yell at them? Why? Do you know? Did it feel like a knee jerk reaction? But was it really? Or where you scared that if they did x, it would mean y? How well do you know yourself, and your motives? To really know yourself you have to take the time to pay attention to what is going on in your own life, and in your own heart.

Cultivating attention also cultivates rest. Who among us doesn’t need rest? I don’t know about you, but I feel exhausted most of the time. My cup is empty far too often. But how do you refill your cup when everything around you demands that you pour yourself out, and right now. We are pulled in a million different directions, by people who need us, tasks that need doing, and lessons that need learning. And it doesn’t end. When we pay attention we have to slow down. When we slow down, we can more easily acknowledge that we are tired, and need a moment to rest. But true rest is not so much about the body, as it is about the mind.

When you stop to pay attention to something you love, you are refilling your cup, and resting your mind, heart, and soul. For me it’s stopping to notice the tiny details of a flower I want to paint, and then taking the time to capture that image in my nature notebook, completely content in its beauty. It’s watching the clouds move, and standing in awe of the magnificence of the sky. It’s watching my children sleep, memorizing their peaceful faces, and being ever so thankful for each little breath. It’s brushing my hand across my husband’s cheek, noticing all the features that make him uniquely him. There are a thousand tiny moments throughout the day, and opportunities for bigger ones just waiting for us to seek them out. If we can just slow down, and pay attention long enough, rest exists in our every-day moments. So pay attention, and refill your cup.

Some of these ideas may seem lofty or idealistic. Or maybe they seem simplistic. You might be tempted to ask, who has time for that? Or you might say, I’m already doing that. And I just want to say, you do have time, and you can do even better! I want to challenge you to take the time this week to pay attention to something, it can be anything; and take note of how it affects you. I’ll want to know what you think, at our next meeting. If you’re not going to be there, we’d love to hear from you on our Facebook page. And if you still think this is impossible stuff, next time we’ll talk about practical ways that we can cultivate and improve our habits of attention.

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Where is Your Attention?

Attention is focusing on something with your whole self. Do you attend to things with your whole self?    

As we ring in the New Year, and head toward meeting up for the spring semester, I have been thinking a lot about cultivating attention. As a homeschool mama, it’s a topic I often contemplate for my children, especially when I find myself saying over and over throughout the day, “Pay attention!” But what about my attention?

Before I can answer that, I must ask what attention is. For the purposes of our discussions, attention is the turning of yourself toward another person or toward an object or task, and taking notice of it. Attention is focusing on something with your whole self. That’s sort of a weighty definition of something that seems so every day.

Do you attend to things with your whole self?

I’m sad to confess that I don’t. In fact, most of the time my attention is both everywhere and no-where all at once. I’m too busy multitasking to focus on just one thing.  And I would bet most, if not all of my Scholé Sisters struggle with this too.

Maybe we should create an AA type group for multitaskers. “Hi. My name is Deborah. I am a multitasking addict. The last time I fully paid attention to something was sometime in 2005.”

I wake up in the morning asking myself, “How much can I get done today?” Can I run a load of laundry, while I cook the pasta for supper, and if there’s time sweep the kitchen too? Can I load the dishwasher in between flipping the chicken on the grill, and not forget to switch the hose to the next garden bed? Can I teach a child to read, while I teach the other one how to do a math equation, and maybe answer a few emails, or make a meal plan? If I lay it all out perfectly I can see where tasks overlap, and maybe if I run through it fast enough I might get it all done.

Then, when I finally sit down at the end of the day, and I look back at the time that seemed to fly by, faster and faster of its own accord, I ask, “What did I really accomplish today?”

Does it really matter that I got all the dishes, laundry, sweeping, gardening, cooking, math, reading, meal planning, etc. done? Did it mean anything? Did I make a difference? Or was it just life passing by, checking thing after thing off of my to-do list?

I don’t know about you, but I feel a sense of panic at how quickly life is ebbing away in my multitasking haze of running from one thing to the next. Weeks pass by like that, and they don’t mean anything. There is nothing enjoyable or memorable about multitasking through a day. It’s all just one big mundane to-do list. This idea depresses me. It makes me wonder, “Am I wasting my life, by not paying attention?”

Someone great said, “Pay attention, everything else follows.” I’m not sure who first said it, but boy were they on to something.

If I set out to teach my child how to read, and I focus my whole attention on her, as we sit snuggled up on the couch, learning to put the words together, not only am I making a beautiful memory, but I am pouring a part of myself into my child. I am building a relationship with her that will last a lifetime. And by taking that time, forming that relationship, I am creating time. I am creating time in the form of a memory that will last, perhaps my whole life, perhaps her whole life. I am slowing down the ebb and flow of time and being present to my life.

If I set out to water my garden, and I take the time to stand there and notice how the water flows along the soil, bringing essential moisture to the roots of a beautiful plant, that grows every single minute of the day, from seedling to mature adult, I form a relationship with that plant. I can truly appreciate its intricacies; its form and shape; what it has been through to provide me with the fruits of its labor. I can cultivate a love for this plant, this garden that sustains me. I can cultivate a thankfulness for its beauty, and its harvest. And I can be full of joy because of this labor of love.

If I set out to do the dishes, and I take the time to focus on the plates, cups, and silverware; on the magic that is a soap bubble; on the people whom these dishes served, I can form a relationship with this task that I lovingly do in service of my family. I can cultivate an attitude of thankfulness for the food eaten on those plates; the conversations had over a meal together; the beauty of an iridescent soap bubble. I can cultivate a relationship with the hard work of caring for my family. I can feel the goodness of that work, as it does more for my soul, my mind, and my body than it does to clean the dishes.

“Pay attention, and everything else follows.”

Let me ask you: Did you taste that sandwich you just woofed down? Did you really listen to the question your child just asked? Do you remember your drive home? What did the sky look like today? What does your clean laundry smell like?

There really is something to stopping to smell the flowers. The more we can learn to pay attention and build relationships with the people around us, the tasks at hand, and the things we love, the more meaning our life will have. If your cup is empty from all of the running around like crazy, multitasking the day away, it’s time to stop and cultivate some attention. I hope you will join us this spring as we delve deeper into the cultivation of attention.

Some of my thoughts about attention have come from hearing Andrew Kern of the Circe Institute speak. For further reading Andrew Kern has two great articles to consider:

Attention Therapy

On Cultivating the Faculty of attention and the Art of Prayer